spring...

I'm so excited for warm weather. This winter is longer than what I like. It feels like opening another chapter in my life. New life. New beginings.

I was thinking this week that when I first became a Christian, life seemed simpler. As I grew in my faith, truly living for God became harder because I became aware that there are certain things that are not good for my life. When I was younger, I was not as aware of them. As I grew, my awareness caused me to think--alot more. My thoughts, perceptions, and actions changed due to Christ working in my life.

I wrote earlier that the them for my life is "Love with grace". This is truly challenging for me. To love someone even when they don't "deserve" it. To throw my pride away and love them because Jesus loves me...it's not easy for me. I think it gets easier each year, but I know it will be a constant battle for my heart.